Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Confused Confusion

Why do people fall in love? Why do we tend to be happy even if we are really sad? Bakit sa tuwing sinisimulan ko ito nang mag-english, nauubusan ako. The answer to those questions is basically unknown. I dont just dont know it. Hindi ko talaga alam

Maybe we fall in love because its part of human nature. Nagmamahal ka, sumasaya ka, nalulungkot ka, and that is the very important cycle in the life of man. We need love honestly, but we will never know how and when it will conquer us. It will just appear like a theif in the night. Mahirap malaman, mahirap i-predict. Maybe because people just dont see its importance kaya may mga tao na if dinapuan ng pag-ibig, at kung ang pag-ibig na iyon ay di para sa kanila, they easily break-up. At yan ang pinakamasakit na parte ng pagmamahal. I dont know, i just observed it. Never felt it before.

Bakit nating pinipiling maging masaya kahit na alam natin na tayo'y malungkot? I think it is just a part of our coping mechanisms. Sabi nga nila, mas magandang itago nalang ang kalungkutan hanggang ito'y makalimutan. Simple as that. But, diba sabi rin nila, masamang kinikimkim ang sama ng loob. Which is which? I dont know. Pero naniniwala akong happiness and sadness molds an individual to grow. Hindi naman lahat ng panahon masaya ka, of course, there are times na parang pinagbagsakan ka na ng lupa at langit. Pero sa bawat pag-daan natin sa mga ganoong circumstances sa ating life, tumitibay tayo, lumalakas.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nauubusan ng english. Is there such thing. Di ba sa tuwing nagsasalita tayo ng english at wala na tayong maisip na sabihin, nasasabi natin sa "Naubusan ako ng english". Totoo nga bang nauubusan talaga tayo ng english? Ewan ko pero ang alam ko, hindi nauubus ang english, kulang lang talaga tayo (including me) sa vocabulary. Clear?

Whew! what is happening to the world. I cant really explain it. Basta! kakaiba. Never known it before. Super (pangamba...) It is totally strange. Kung anu yun, Ewan, Nakalimutan ko na! (tawa...)

This day,half day lang kami sa DeliveryRoom. Nagward class kasi kami. Wala lang, nothing special. Pag-uwi ko nagdecide ako na magstudy sa political science na subject (nagmemorize ako ng provisions) but eto nga may bumagabag. Kaya't natulog ako. Paggising ko, nagdecide ako na uunahin ko na lang ang 8 units na subject ko which is NCM-104. Hanggang ngayon di parin ako tapos! kayat tatapos ko na ang entry na ito. Pero bago iyan, narito ang mga provisions from the philippine constitution na minemorize ko! (REMINDER: pag-type ko nito, galing talaga ang mga words sa minemorize ko)

ARTICLE 2
SECTION 2
The philippine renounces war as an instrument of national policy, adopts the generally accepted principles of international law as part of the law of the land, and adheres to the policy of peace, equality, justice, freedom, cooperation and amity with all nation

SECTION 3
Civilian authority is, a all times, supreme over the military. The armed forces of the philippines is the protector of the people and the state. Its goal is to secure the sovereignty of the state and the integrity of the national territory.


Whew actually, super stressfull ang araw na eto, emotionally, physically, and mentally. Supreb!!
But we cant grow older, unless we pass a day.

So lets call it a day!
A BAD DAY!

1 comment:

katcatcute said...

"Maybe because people just dont see its importance kaya may mga tao na if dinapuan ng pag-ibig, at kung ang pag-ibig na iyon ay di para sa kanila, they easily break-up. At yan ang pinakamasakit na parte ng pagmamahal. I dont know, i just observed it. Never felt it before."

char sir... ha3.. ikaw na jud..